you said move on, where do i go?


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave it broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. I know I let you down Again and again I know I never really treated you right, I've paid the price I'm still paying for it every day... so IM SORRY, SERIOUSLY.. I AM. ill do anything to take the things i said to hurt you back, anything. THIS IS THE ONLY TIME/SPACE/PLACE IM GOING TO THINK ABOUT HIM... NO WHERE ELSE..please no where else.

think before you hit the snooze button

"there are a million ways to bleed out but you're my favourite" everyone says it's a change for the better,but i say boy, you changed my forever. relationships, they can be as strange as the weather. rain or sun we'll sing this one together..


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title: shoulda woulda coulda
date: Sunday, November 29, 2009
time:3:04 PM
i shoulda looked.... very very carefully
before i fell...... so very very hard.

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title: one i gave my heart to
date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009
time:11:57 PM
How could the one i gave my heart to, break my heart so bad?
How could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad?
if you love me, How could you hurt me like that?
How could the one i gave my world to, throw my world away?
How could the one who said "i love you" say the things you say?
How could the one i gave my heart to, beak this heart of mine?
How could you be so cold to me?
when i gave you everything. . All my love, all i had inside..
How could you just walk out the door..How could you not love me anymore?

I thought we had forever...cant understand.
How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dreams from me?
How could the one that brought such pleasure, bring such misery?
Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please?
If you love me, how could you do that to me?
Tell me........

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title: my day
date: Sunday, November 22, 2009
time:9:12 PM
so i wrote you a letter today.
then sealed the envelope.
i cried.
then i watched a few movies.
i cried.
i cried.
i ate.
i cried.
i studied.
put your things in a shoe box.
then i cried.
listened to some music.
i watched more movies.
then i cried.

then i realized,
i'll get over you.
some way..

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title: lullaby
date: Sunday, November 15, 2009
time:6:27 PM
Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you
have to bend, to compromise,
to give something up in order to gain something greater...
The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

If that's true, I'm perfectly sure you don't love me.
thanks for the fun ride.

remember? you promised forever.

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