you said move on, where do i go?


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave it broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. I know I let you down Again and again I know I never really treated you right, I've paid the price I'm still paying for it every day... so IM SORRY, SERIOUSLY.. I AM. ill do anything to take the things i said to hurt you back, anything. THIS IS THE ONLY TIME/SPACE/PLACE IM GOING TO THINK ABOUT HIM... NO WHERE ELSE..please no where else.

think before you hit the snooze button

"there are a million ways to bleed out but you're my favourite" everyone says it's a change for the better,but i say boy, you changed my forever. relationships, they can be as strange as the weather. rain or sun we'll sing this one together..


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title: put it behind
date: Monday, February 15, 2010
time:10:53 AM
it seems like you just don't know,
the radio's on you tuning me out,
i'm trying to speak, you're turning me down.

i guess this it.
i should have started running a long time ago,
and i never thought i'd doubt you.. i see now
i can be better off without you.
i'm slowly getting closure, it's really gonna be over.
i'm finally getting better, and now i'm picking up the pieces.
i'll spend all these years putting my heart back together.
'cause these are the days i thought i'd never get through,
getting over you.

when you slammed the front door at my face,
a lot of others opened up.

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title: heyhey
date: Friday, February 12, 2010
time:11:18 PM
give me something to believe in,
cause i don't believe in you anymore,
i wonder if it even makes a difference to try

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title: so cold
date: Monday, February 8, 2010
time:10:51 PM
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons  
Finally content with a past I regret  I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness  
For once I'm at peace with myself  I've been burdened with blame, 
trapped in the past for too long  
I'm moving on 
I had it all, but I let it slip away  
Couldn't see I treated you wrong  
Now I wander around, feeling down and cold  
Still trying to believe that you're gone.. i hate this   
I know it takes f*cking time to heal when you're hurting so much  
Couldn't see that I was blind  To let you go  .. some days i still feel so cold.

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title: sooner or later.
date: Sunday, February 7, 2010
time:8:52 PM
it was awesome but we lost it
it's not possible for me not to care

cause God yanked the rug
and holding you're heart won't let you breathe.

it's over, leave it

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